Le jour des valentine heureux!

à l'homme qui me rend heureux (To the man who makes me happy)

I thank you for your love, your friendship, your kindness.

I thank you for sharing yourself with me.

I thank you for loving and giving unconditionally.

I thank you for every moment, every second that you've been a part of my life.

I thank you for yesterday, today and tomorrow.

Happy Valentines Day!

With your sense of humor, your caring way and your understanding... you've taught me how to believe in love.

- - Mystery Love - -

It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails. You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interest and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share. More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, them move on. When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to se that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then move on.

They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow. They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of mystery. You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There Is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love them, feel honoured that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joy, even if our lives and way are different.

If you fall in love with another, and they fall in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.

All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overrflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.

That is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them. The first flush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN, IT WILL COME AGAIN.

It's funny. . .

1 Corinthiens 13:4-7, 13 (LOVE)

La charité est patiente, elle est pleine de bonté; la charité n'est point envieuse; la charité ne se vante point, elle ne s'enfle point d'orgueil, elle ne fait rien de malhonnête, elle ne cherche point son intérêt, elle ne s'irrite point, elle ne soupçonne point le mal, elle ne se réjouit point de l'injustice, mais elle se réjouit de la vérité; elle excuse tout, elle croit tout, elle espère tout, elle supporte tout.

Maintenant donc ces trois choses demeurent: la foi, l'espérance, la charité; mais la plus grande de ces choses, c'est la charité.

Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

SVP lu: à l'homme qui a cassé le monde (Please read: To the man who broke my world...)

I don’t know how to start this letter; there are so many things that swim through my mind about you that mixes all together… I have so much emotion in my heart. I never thought that this would happen, never thought that it would be over, and that I would say my last goodbye. It pains me to know that all good things must come to an end.

Looking back on our time together brings me to tears. I don’t know why I fell in love with you so fast, but what I do know is that in the short time we’ve been together was like magic for me. We became so close and everything just felt so right. It’s almost as if something brought us together. I thought we were meant to find each other and complete each other’s life. I withdraw into those moments we had which were so consumed with passion. I remember the feelings you gave me whenever I am with you. I felt as if I were in a place where I would never get hurt. At one point, you were telling me how important I am to you and how you don’t want to lose me – that I make you forget your problems and you have so much fun with me. You’ve been by my side through thick and thin. You taught me how to see the world in another’s eyes. You filled my heart with so much joy. We shared plenty of moments where we opened up to each other and shared our secrets, our feelings of happiness, sadness, sometimes anger and intimacy. And we promised each other that no matter what, we would be together because fate had brought us to do so.

To have given me so much, made so many promises, telling me that I could put all my trust in you and that you’d never let me down; it was just in a blink of an eye how you took it all away. By coming into my life, giving me something wonderful and making me BELIEVE in you only to take it all away and cut me out of your life was not only cruel, but you decided my fate. It has sentenced me to a life of emptiness. Never did I think that it was possible for one person to hurt anyone so badly. I never wanted this for us; I know we could have been great, I know that I would have been with you for the rest of my life. Chance after chance I gave you and you just threw them out the window.

I remember in the beginning how you treated me with utmost care and love and how you treated me like a queen, then it all stopped one day. I don’t know what happened to us. Maybe reality caught up to us, maybe we just weren’t meant to be.

Everyday, I’m waiting for signs which sometimes leave me with hopeless expectations. Every move and every action you make, I interpret… I’m like a fool watching every moment of you and so desperate for you to notice my existence. The sad fact is that you never tried or attempted to straighten things out between us. You never tried to fight for our love… maybe because you never loved me at all. And it pained me the most to know that you can envision your life without me. How can this be? Why now? Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. You made me believe that!

Why did you do this to me, when you knew I would have done anything for you, when you knew that all my dreams, wishes and hopes surrounded you, when you knew that not having you in my life would instantly kill my heart? I’m all shattered and everything I see is blue. But I know I can’t change your mind and more importantly, I can’t change what you feel in your heart.

Today I see you… you’re so different. People tell me that you’ve gone down the wrong road and you’re not doing so well. I am so disappointed when I look at what you are doing with your life.

There is no forgiveness for what you did. There is no pity for you either. Anything that happens to you is what you deserve for trying to ruin someone’s life. I may not have been the perfect girlfriend, but there is no excuse for what you did to me.

Hope someday you can achieve a relationship that isn’t based on lies and deceit. Where you can look in the mirror and at your family and know you are doing good and moral things. I hope one day you will experience such emotional pain that you feel like you are being slowly tortured and kept awake during the ordeal so that you can fully experience the pain. I hope one day you find someone you love and trust and they do you the same way you have done to me so you will fully and completely understand the pain that goes along with being cheated on!!! I will survive and I will be stronger than before. You are NOTHING. You are not worth my time any longer. You are not worth my thoughts or my heartache. YOU ARE NOT WORTH ANYTHING THAT I HAVE TO GIVE!

I was told by someone you were NOTHING but a Gold Digger; dig somewhere else because you won’t get ANYTHING from us…

You are a man without a soul. You got tainted memories and secrets of disgusting acts and shame of infidelity… I got many beautiful memories and a lifetime of them to come. I got EVERYTHING… my FAMILY, my HOME and my LIFE. I got it ALL. You got dumped! You got NOTHING!

So now, as the rest of my beautiful family has done, I release you from my memories. You are no longer the nightmare in my every dream; you are as you always were… NOTHING AT ALL. You called me fool… so who’s the real fool?!

Consider yourself forgotten and insignificant by me. There is NO need to respond to this, I am simply not interested in anything you have to say! This nightmare is over!!!

I don’t think I deserve to be with someone who is constantly lying to me and I won’t put up with it anymore.

I can’t see tomorrow knowing that today, it’s all gone. My life has fallen; I only have faith in God to do His miracle. I look forward to the end of my pain and yet I’ve felt the deepest pain a person can ever feel in his/her heart. A cut so deep that medicine can’t even heal but the pain of being alone is there.

Tears are the memory I have of you. They say time heals broken hearts but what do they know, they’re not in my shoes. All I can say is that I have faith in GOD… that He will let me see the beautiful tomorrow.

“You can’t build love and happiness on someone else’s misery and hurt…”

“You broke my world… but you made me strong!”